My dear...save me...

It has been awhile since my last writing to my dear you. This is my attempt to 'gulp' everything, once discussed with him, and i know long before, it doesn't work. Never will. Hiding from the hatred, hurt, frustration and more, to make sure others can live a better life. Am I here in the world that I had wrongly chose. Am I'm suppose to let it go. God, please.